i always did get parts of the story- never the whole. Now I did.
I'm sorry for what happened to you.
And yes, believe me- I know how it feels. Something similar happened to me .. two times. so here is my story
The first time at the age of 11 in the 5th class.
In the 4th class, my drawings were cool. Because people liked me, and really young kids aren't interested in clothes. But this changed in the 5th class.
I protected a "friend" of mine from mobbing - so i became the target. And i didn't wear the right clothes. And now my pictures were hated. I was told that i'm stupid because i draw foxes. At first I ignored them. But after I became the outsider and my "friends" turned their back on me.. they had broken me.
I stopped drawing foxes for a long time and felt so lonely for years.
After years - in the 10th class. I discovered the furry fandom on the internet. And it was like a rebirth on one day. I drew my first fox in years and were so crying (because of luck).http://www.shadowwalkers.net/gallery/eosfoxx/2003-2004/Foxx-+heart.jpg.html
BUt i could smile from the deepest part of my heart again.
I searched other furries and got friends, some very good friends- true friends - the very first time in my life.
I was drawing animals again and i loved it, so I decided to went to an FOS( FachOberSchule für Gestaltung = Fachabi). I passed the test and moved to Nuernberg for it. The first year stared okay.. until the next thing happened. There was a girl, I didn't think she would be like that, so I gave her my ICQ-Number. AT that time my ICQ name was Kitty-Foxx. That was also the name I was named in the furryfandom and under which I was showing my art. The girl took the name and typed it into googel.
The found my VCL-archive ... with my adult works.
I recognized this first as someone - in class- came to me and asked "Do you fuck animals?" But the person who asked - was the only one who had the courage to ask. I said "NO!" and explained it to her. She understood and became my friend. The others- the ones that typed it into google. Didn't ask, they just wanted a victim for their mobbing. So that was me since then.
I had to change my nick.. and had to delete my complete galleries so that they couldn't chase me anymore. I was so broken as I did this. Only crying and totally afraid of what might happend.
The mobbing continued till i went into another class.
Since than, no one beside my furry friends or really good friends know my new nickname. and in the last class 12th I hide everything that had to do with furry, in any kind of way.
So yeah - I know how you feel.